So Im starting a spiritual path, ever since my laptop was stolen, Ive begun looking for a more positive way of living. I guess living with someone whom did crack cocain behind your back and then to find out that you can't trust them with anything will do that.

So anyways I'm now back living with my ex, and we've been trying to work things out and try to see eye to eye, but Im thinking that Im going to go out and live in a place of my on only because I need somewhere quiet and peaceful that i can actually practice my meditation and anything else that I may begin. i know that i want to try starting meditation because it will help me with focusing my mind alot better and I will be able to have a more peaceful mind at the end of the day.

Im reading alot about buddism to start only because its more of a lifestyle change then a devotion to a church or a bible, Im just starting out small for now then working my way outwards. Eventually when I feel I have reached the right moment of my enlightenment I'll begin a more devoted relious path, and Im thinking about going to my roots of christianity, cause both of my parents are christian even though they no longer practice they both very much beleive.

Anyways I'd love to hear some ideas of meditation or enlightenment that i could try cause, Ive finally let go of alot of anger that I used to hold so close to me and now I want to be more peaceful and staying away from the 7 deadly sins and Im focusing on practising the 7 heavenly virtues.

Tiffany Bonnell